When I get I upset, I get upset.
When I'm happy, I'm so happy.
When I lose, I am an epic failure.
When I win I'm on top of the world.
I am passionate and it is fucking painful to be that way sometimes.
I get tunnel vision.  There is no bigger picture.  It is only what is before me.  Sometimes that can be a good thing.  Sometimes not.
I'm sorry.  I'm sorry for being this way.  For lashing out at God and Life and losing heart and sometimes I really can be brave.  I really can hold my shit together, sometimes.  But sometimes isn't quite often enough and often enough I tend to give in to my emotional knee jerk responses.
Life is hard, but not too hard.  And if I can hope and love and bring some joy to someone else's life then it can also be so worth it.